I think i changed a lot few months back. In terms of everything. The way i think, the way i speak, the way i dressed. Probably i'm not syaimaa ahmad you used to know before.
You know what "changed" means right? So I won't go into details about how i was before and how i am now.
I had my points regarding the issue of musyrif before [gosshh, yes i know this post is going to be bombarded with visitors and stalkers, i'm sorry, but read this thoroughly first] but what makes you think i'm quite the compulsive thinker as i was before. I admit, I am a bit offensive in some of my thoughts, but my words are true. Some might need a prism to view my point because you know through a different angle of it, it is somewhat relevant. Subtle, but acceptable. Agree? no? fine.
One fact you should know about women *or girls* is that they got hurt easily and tend to resist anything that might hurt them. Once torn, forever broken. Yes. I know you might say that we, men can get hurt too. Yes. Some of our words are as offensive as yours too.*pedas ni*
Words said in anger can be considered as trash. Sorry to say. I have to admit, when I'm mad, everything that came out from this mouth is indeed b*&^hy. I am so sorry about that.
But honestly, till what point will we stop arguing about who is right and who is wrong?
I can only see harm than good. Foes that friends. In this endless debate no one will win, instead we will always blame each other and hurt one another in a very mean and idiotic way.
To make this post short and simple,* not that short* I would like to say that anything that might come out from my mouth is not always condemning the musyrif's act and regulations. Never, never had i intended to oppose this as I know it is meant for the sake of our safety.
So i would like to ask a favour from all ikhwah and anyone that i've hurt by my words regarding this matter, to please stop jumping into conclusion that when ever syaimaa ahmad says something regarding musyrif, it is gotta to be NO MUSYRIF.
I'ld like to repeat that. NO. I did NOT say that and please, please.. be aware that, the reason i never call for musyrif Gen 08 is that i seldom went out at night and if i do,the farthest i would go is Beit Kauthar *where kuliah ust Mujahid was held* musyrif mounirah yg selalu hantar balik. And yes, I got to admit also, sometimes musyrif are just not around. *malas nak explain, takpaham sila tanya*
so, i'm not "segelintir manusia tu x penah mintak musyrif
tp ckp berapi."nauzubillah min zalik, I know the harm of women travelling alone and i believe Rasullulah s.a.w also prohibits women from wandering around without their mahram for a definite reason.
We women are weak and unable to defend ourselves, and therefore to all akhawat out there, don't even try to reason walking alone. Your veins are just too fragile for that.
I hope i cleared myself out. And i will be very unhappy if someone ever co-relates me to "The NO-Musyrif" campaign ever again. I'm NOT the person behind it and I don't need this kind of publicity. I am sorry that i have to state this in my blog.
Now, before you hit that comment icon, bear in mind that this is a 'white flag' entry. So please hold your bullets, I am not creating a new battlefield here. Let's just shake hands and move on with our life. Thank You.
yours truthfully,
syaimaa ahmad.
kalau ade sesapa nak marah2 saya lagi, agak2 nak kena wat formspring tak nak tanya? takpayah kot ekk? nk exam niii.. baik buat past year question ye tak? so peace. peace.peace.peace
peace for all.
and yes, i got the message perfectly fine. Note to myself, next time i better keep the thoughts to myself. It is much saferr~
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