Grown Ups

It's been a month. Yes. I'm still alive. I never thought people would actually miss me. ;P

hehe. The hiatus served it's purpose. Thank God. I'm perfectly fine. Thanks for asking. Though I'm positive that I lost 5 kg since last month. Ha-Ha. No. I'm not heartbroken or angau menonggeng.

Like I got nothing else to do besides that. I think it got to do with too much worrying. My God, I got only 3 and a half year left in Egypt. After that, I'll be digging someone's boil. Crazy. I know. and still I did nothing. I'm pretty upset with myself. Now, I gotta run. like literally RUN. Baby steps syaimaa, baby steps..

I think Egypt has grown on me. Crazy pseudo-drunken taxi drivers don't give me cardiac arrest anymore. Yelling people won't bug me. I could tolerate immature jokes by the guys. Yes, that one too. It's the 3rd year and still no grown ups in my class? some got married already and became someone's daddy... but still??

God, I miss being seriously mad at someone/thing.

Thinking about graduating after 4 more years terrified me. horror. 2 years passed without notice. 4 years would be the same. God, what did i know about medicine? I only know that panadol is a.k.a paramol. I must had knocked my head on something and lost my 1st n 2nd year memory.. ok. ok. stop.. i'm hyperventilating already...

enough with the quickie. I gotta go now.. I got pharmacology at 8 tomorrow and I remember the post-it note i wrote in capitals to study ANS for revision. I gotta be insane to still sit here and do nothing. bye!

p/s= I got a Maine coon kitten. It's Bijoux. But she doesn't like me :(