alright or allwrong?

When you stepped Wrong, then the whole thing would crash down. The next thing that you'll see is a bunch of people stepping in, telling you don't be sad, don't worry, it's okay. No. It's not okay. Something is wrong. If it's not with you, then it's about me.

I might be sick I tell you, but the more they say that, i'm getting more anxious. Wondering which one is sincere.

I have trust issue. I gotta admit that.

It's a disease. Stay close tho, it's not infectious. Everytime people say "you are fine" I don't believe it. I know, to you I'm not fine. You are just saying it. It's not my low self esteem. When I'm wrong, you don't say i'm right. It's not white lie. Don't lie at all. Tell me the truth.

Don't congratulate me when you think I'm a real loser. Don't try to comfort me when actually you think I'm so dead for doing something bad. I hate to know that people need to take care of me that way. Sick to know that people think I'm that weak. I can accept critics and rejections. Don't spoil me. Tell me if I'm wrong. Don't tell me I'm good and talk bad things about me behind my back.

I'm perfectly imperfect in a very humanly possible. So when 6 out of 10 is good. 4 is bad.[or the other way around] So tell me what's my 4.

When all is good, I read that as all is bad.

which got me thinking, seriously I'm all bad?

I need an honest opinion and personally I don't think I can get that anywhere now. I have trust issue.

I don't trust you. and I think it's my problem