"Dan Dialah yang menurunkan hujan setelah mereka berputus asa dan menyebarkan rahmat-Nya. Dan Dialah Maha Pelindung, Maha Terpuji" [29; asy-Syura]

Saturday, 4 December 2010

the missing jigsaw puzzle.




Have u ever feel like never belong somewhere. Well, it's like the missing jigsaw puzzle, you don't fit in the bigger picture. Plus, you alone are incomplete.
I feel that now. I feel extremely lost and insecure. I don't complete the picture. To be honest, the bigger picture is the one with the upper hand. The leading voice of Student Community. To be an outcast for defending your own right, to choose your path is ridiculous. Never knew to be 'different' is a sin

It's like the lame high school all over again. Everything just came back live and vivid. The
prefects are perfect and me and the others are just menacing around the school giving the prefects something to do. The only difference now is that, it is not because we don't wear blazers on Monday Assembly, not because my uniform ain't blue, not because I failed the prefect interview. The difference is DIFFERENCES.

Differences in thought, in the way we work, the way we reach out other. The way we think is right. Here we are, trying to be adult by saying we can tolerate differences. khilaf is rahmah.
Honestly, I don't see that.

Because the way I see it, is we sneak upon one another, talk bad about each other, we grouping
ourselves in 'groups' We're wearing invisible tags on our forehead. Each one of it stating. "Keep out from me if you are X."




Water and oil will never mix, and so do good and evil. But I don't want to be the evil here. Nor did I want the other side to be the evil one. Let's just be water okay? Tasteless, colourless, odourless WATER! because H2O bonds covalently..

I hope to see we all bond covalently.

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