the reason

No sane person would leave the heated room, the duvet, the comfy bed and the nice pillows at 630 a.m in the middle of winter. Yes, we medical students are insane people.

Our lectures started at 7 in the morning today. If I had learn anything from medical school, the one ultimate lesson would be sacrifice. You had to give something for something. An eye for an eye.

Through out the day I was wondering, why am I here? And I couldn't fill in the blanks. Those questions that I answered oh-so-mighty during the JPA interviews, I could not come to reason to any of them now.

7a.m-2.30p.m back to back lectures. I couldn't even stop to think why am I doing all this. I know I had enough faith and strength to get through this. But we need motives to move on.

By the end of the day, this little monster put a smile to my face.

i'm not doing this in vain. I'm doing this for the one I love and for the one who loved me back.

I miss family. I miss home.